Showing posts with label If Only. Show all posts
Showing posts with label If Only. Show all posts

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

If Only...



I can just make out the shape of the building rising beyond the trees.  Mist is beginning to make it's way into the forest and I can feel myself slowing down.  Three days on the run and the bandage is soaked with blood again.  I am unsteady on my feet and the uneven ground causes me to pitch forward.   The taste of dirt mixes with blood as I lay there, trying to catch my breath.  

Will they find me this time?  Am I finally safe?

Fear forces me to stand.  Dragging my injured leg behind me, I focus on each painful step as I stumble down the dirt path leading to the forest entrance.  Every drop of blood I leave behind can lead the dogs to me.  If only I can make it to the sanctuary I might have a chance.  If only.  My mind drifts through a sea of if onlys and what might have been.  If only I had never met Kyle.  If only I hadn't decided he could be trusted.  If only I hadn't been in the wrong place at the wrong time, none of this would have happened and I wouldn't be running for my life.  If only...